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Im tasting my tears [31 Oct 2009|02:07am]
[ mood | indie lush fuck ]
[ music | the greatest//cat power ]

post modernistic poop chute

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[23 Oct 2009|03:56pm]
For once can I just do something right
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[22 Oct 2009|06:41pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | feel my heartbeat ]

I hate fatigue so much, it broke my entire social cloth. Oh fuck that poem.

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[18 Oct 2009|08:17pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]
[ music | pretty when you cry//vast ]

Im never going to get what I really want

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Wish-list [17 Oct 2009|02:16pm]
The crap Im saving up for my next trip to sephora (aprox a month and a half from now)

1.)Dr.Brandt skincare pore refiner $45.00
2.)Nars lipgloss in turkish delight $24.00
3.)Diorshow iconic mascara $27.00
4.)Smashbox photo finish foundation primer $36.00
5.)Nars powder foundation in deauville $45.00
6.)Nars lipgloss in misbehave $24.00
7.)Versace bright crystal lotion $40.00
8.)Perfekt skin gel to go $17.50
9.)Amazing cosmetics concealer $42.00
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[15 Oct 2009|10:05pm]
I know that there's no place left to hide
I guess that it’s better then suicide
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[15 Oct 2009|02:29pm]


If Paris Hilton wasnt so stupid, She'd be my hero. I dont know why more girls dont admit theyre jealous of her, shes an admirable pop icon. Its only natural she acts like a high maintenance whore. She just needs a good stylist and makeup artist to curb the cheapness of her look. Stop hatin'
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zazzle dazzle [12 Oct 2009|11:13am]
Im a cunt, a real bitch. An anger whore. A disease cunt
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[06 Oct 2009|01:15pm]
i wish i was dead
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[04 Oct 2009|09:34pm]
dododo dododo
bang bang bang
on the wall
from dusk
till
dawn.
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[02 Oct 2009|05:04pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

i hate this

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[01 Oct 2009|06:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I feel like Im being psychologically experimented on

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[30 Sep 2009|09:42am]
[ music | Volta Do Mar - Fall Out of Cars Fall Out of Night | Powered by Last.fm ]

Read more... )

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[27 Sep 2009|10:33am]
why cant I know people who dont use me and then throw me away
but most importantly why cant I just leave them first
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pray for me [25 Sep 2009|10:54pm]
[ music | EVERYBODY LOOK AT ME IM A TORTURED ARTIST ]

I need to have sex really bad or just eat something that feels like skin, my lips havent been pressed up against something fleshy in a long ass time
either that or an innocent hug
Im bored,  someone inspire me

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little dreamers [25 Sep 2009|05:42pm]
[ music | afternoon with the axotols ]

If nothing in life seems to satisfy, I write about what never happened. It isnt healthy, but I think obsessive people make good artists or something.
Pep rallies make me so depressed, just like school. The adult world is my shtic. Someday...

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topic [23 Sep 2009|11:19pm]
[ music | I lost temporary interest in music ]

my breath stinks

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I dont even own a cellphone, I must be the lonliest sack of shit [17 Sep 2009|10:12pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | nothing ]

I hate the way I am, I hate it more than you, I hate myself.

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[13 Sep 2009|08:16pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | brainsaw//therapy? ]

accomplish this:

diploma
license
long walks with ipod
halloween costume
vegan cooking
making new friends
feel the pain of lonliness


dont accomplish this:
sex with asshole
(it never felt good anyway, you just did it to have someone near you)

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[13 Sep 2009|03:12pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | a quick glance to the other side and we will not be found ]


When I walk past couples, even the good looking ones, I dont feel any spite or jealousy. I think relationships are burdening. Im sure there are good ones and I will someday have successful ones and unsuccesful ones. I think the point Im trying to make is that I dont feel like I need someone to hold ontu as a crutch. Ive made peace with the fact that if someone isnt able to be available for me or a good friend, Id rather be without, as well as make better friends. This sounds like a sappy positive post and as a matter of fact its supposed to sound this way.

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