horseheaded fleshwizard

Im tasting my tears

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 06:07:57 GMT

post modernistic poop chute

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 19:57:09 GMT

For once can I just do something right

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 22:42:34 GMT

I hate fatigue so much, it broke my entire social cloth. Oh fuck that poem.

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 00:18:35 GMT

Im never going to get what I really want

Wish-list

Sat, 17 Oct 2009 18:31:04 GMT

The crap Im saving up for my next trip to sephora (aprox a month and a half from now)

1.)Dr.Brandt skincare pore refiner $45.00
2.)Nars lipgloss in turkish delight $24.00
3.)Diorshow iconic mascara $27.00
4.)Smashbox photo finish foundation primer $36.00
5.)Nars powder foundation in deauville $45.00
6.)Nars lipgloss in misbehave $24.00
7.)Versace bright crystal lotion $40.00
8.)Perfekt skin gel to go $17.50
9.)Amazing cosmetics concealer $42.00

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 02:05:07 GMT

I know that there's no place left to hide
I guess that it’s better then suicide

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 18:32:36 GMT

If Paris Hilton wasnt so stupid, She'd be my hero. I dont know why more girls dont admit theyre jealous of her, shes an admirable pop icon. Its only natural she acts like a high maintenance whore. She just needs a good stylist and makeup artist to curb the cheapness of her look. Stop hatin'

zazzle dazzle

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 15:15:54 GMT

Im a cunt, a real bitch. An anger whore. A disease cunt

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 17:17:14 GMT

i wish i was dead

Mon, 05 Oct 2009 01:34:23 GMT

dododo dododo
bang bang bang
on the wall
from dusk
till
dawn.

Fri, 02 Oct 2009 21:04:56 GMT

i hate this

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 22:45:28 GMT

I feel like Im being psychologically experimented on

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 13:55:09 GMT

Sun, 27 Sep 2009 14:33:54 GMT

why cant I know people who dont use me and then throw me away
but most importantly why cant I just leave them first

pray for me

Sat, 26 Sep 2009 02:57:51 GMT

I need to have sex really bad or just eat something that feels like skin, my lips havent been pressed up against something fleshy in a long ass time
either that or an innocent hug
Im bored, someone inspire me

little dreamers

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 21:45:09 GMT

If nothing in life seems to satisfy, I write about what never happened. It isnt healthy, but I think obsessive people make good artists or something.
Pep rallies make me so depressed, just like school. The adult world is my shtic. Someday...

topic

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 03:21:42 GMT

my breath stinks

I dont even own a cellphone, I must be the lonliest sack of shit

Fri, 18 Sep 2009 02:14:25 GMT

I hate the way I am, I hate it more than you, I hate myself.

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 00:20:59 GMT

accomplish this:

diploma
license
long walks with ipod
halloween costume
vegan cooking
making new friends
feel the pain of lonliness

dont accomplish this:
sex with asshole
(it never felt good anyway, you just did it to have someone near you)

Sun, 13 Sep 2009 19:18:34 GMT

When I walk past couples, even the good looking ones, I dont feel any spite or jealousy. I think relationships are burdening. Im sure there are good ones and I will someday have successful ones and unsuccesful ones. I think the point Im trying to make is that I dont feel like I need someone to hold ontu as a crutch. Ive made peace with the fact that if someone isnt able to be available for me or a good friend, Id rather be without, as well as make better friends. This sounds like a sappy positive post and as a matter of fact its supposed to sound this way.

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 18:46:46 GMT

Your Heart Doesnâ€™t Need Love Now

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

Your Gray Eyes Say You're Serious and Logical

You are often seen as serious and rational. You are hard to read.

You don't let other people see your true emotions. You believe your mood is private.

You see things logically. You are good at not judging until all the facts are in.

You are sure of what you know, and you have no problem defending your beliefs to others.

What Does Your Eye Color Say About You?

Blogthings: Free Quizzes for Everyone

You Are Not a Flirt

Flirting doesn't come easily to you, and you can't stand anything to do with it.

You just try to be as honest and real as possible. To flirt would be fake.

While there's nothing wrong with being yourself, you might benefit from being a little more assertive.

Approach someone you're interested in for a change. Try talking to someone you're into instead of only talking to those already into you!

Are You a Natural Flirt?

Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 18:12:14 GMT

Believing in god is like believing your mom will be there to cradle you into the afterlife. Feelings of comfort and love are just temporary nourishment. If there is a god, he has no mercy. Nothing thats sugar coated or feels "right" is ever real. It has less substance then our bodies do.

Fri, 04 Sep 2009 19:22:21 GMT

I dont wanna die and I dont wanna get arrested
this is one of the rare times Im going to invest myself into asking Jesus to look out for my stupid ass

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 03:33:35 GMT

Im going to that funeral and im nevering coming back.

sugar lick me up, its my lie

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 07:04:17 GMT